Beauty and Match.com

I've had a nice couple of days. I saw a good friend of mine today and even though it was only a few hours that we got to spend together, it was lovely. We spent most of our time reminiscing about college and how great it was. I have to admit I do miss it, it was nice to be sort of semi-independent and yet come home at the end of the day and the people I met were wonderful. I suppose also it's the first beginnings of you becoming more of an adult, having a bit more control over how you are going to govern your life and your own choices yet you can still enjoy yourself as you don't have to be on your own quite just yet, it's sort of a nice middle place to be in, but I suppose however much we'd like time to stand still (god I know I've wished it to so many times), you can't stop time as things will move on and things will change and that is the transient nature of life as we all know.

I saw my best friend yesterday and it was nice just to be at her house, get teased by her stepdad, have a nice chat with her over a cuppa. It's not something particularly special or exciting, but I don't mind that because it was nice just getting to relax a little bit and spend time with her even when she created me an account on match.com and now I keep getting emails, oh dear me. I'll give it a few months and then if there's nothing on the relationship front I probably will be tempted to pick someone on there. But I'm only 19 so I'm hoping that there's a bit of hope left for me yet!

I want to dedicate this blog to someone who is very special to me. She is the one person that I pretty much look forward to seeing when I come home from university and when I don't see her, I miss her like crazy. My sister is beautiful both inside and outside. She is so beautiful and the the insane thing is that she doesn't even realise it. She is perfect and she can't even see it, even when I point it out to her but I want her to know that she is. And I'm going to be so jealous when she meets someone who she falls in love with and I'm not going to have her attention 24/7. She is someone who I tell everything to, who I team up with in our battles against the parents, who I can completely be insane with as she is far more insane than me and that's great. There are no boundaries between us, no constrictions, we are completely ourselves, we act as we want to act, we can be as we want to be and that's simply wonderful. She makes me laugh till I cry and always manages to cheer me up whether that's just giving me a hug or doing her crazy crab dance, she is wonderful and I love her to pieces, I don't honestly know what I would do without her and her crazy ways. Whether that's doing our sexy dancing in the kitchen or harmonizing in the bathroom, I completely let go when I'm with her and I feel immensely privileged to have this girl in my life.

She is truely perfect and my soul mate and I love her.